“Time is shortening, but every day that I challenge this cancer and survive is a victory for me.”
Three time academy-award winning Swedish actress Ingrid Bergman (1915-1982)

I am coming up to the 25th year anniversary of my initial diagnosis with colon cancer, and my entering of the Royal North Shore Hospital in Sydney for a Hemicolectomy, which involved the surgical removal of the tumour and the surrounding parts of my descending colon. Since then, I have been through regular colonoscopies, and have often had more bits cut out, but I am still here, and intend to be so for a long time to come.

Author: Nephron (own work); CC BY-SA 3.0 license; via Wikimedia Commons

Author: Nephron (own work); CC BY-SA 3.0 license; via Wikimedia Commons

I believe that I have learned much about life in my nearly 70 years on this planet, and also that I still have much to learn, but this anniversary, and the fact that I am also trying to help two friends who are now embarking on this same journey, has had me thinking about what I had learned specifically as a result of my brush with cancer.

Here are 10 of my lessons learned while going through the medical procedures and treatment:

– Medicine is not an exact science, as I was originally given a 50/50 chance of living just one year. Doctors are well trained professionals but have much the same error rates as the rest of the population.

By TomTheHand; CC BY-SA 3.0 license; via Wikiemdia Commons

By TomTheHand; CC BY-SA 3.0 license

– Be prepared to ask your specialist what he would do in your situation, but only after establishing a relationship as equals rather than having just a doctor to patient discussion. I stopped chemotherapy after my serious one-on-one session with my surgeon.

– Fighting a life threatening disease is not a part time job. You must give it all your focus. If that means including some non-traditional help such as meditation, tai-chi and forward visualisation, embrace it. I did all three and more.

– People who keep telling you to “stay positive” are not morons; they just don’t know what else to say. Most people who have faced cancer tend to agree that this is one of the silliest things that anyone could have said to them. Even “be strong” makes more sense.

– People who treat you normally when you are sick are a greater comfort than those whose voices drop 25 decibels and 2 octaves, and who thus address you as a sick person. I used to hear people in the corridor chat normally with my wife, and then enter my hospital room and address me in a hushed sombre whisper. I have never understood why they thought that this would help.

– There is significant advantage in looking for the humour in situations when you feel that you are facing death, such as a friend who gave me the latest Wilbur Smith book at the time called “A Time to Die”. My wife and I giggled to tears.

Author: jimincairns; CC BY 2.0 license; via Wikimedia Commons

Wilbur Smith; Author: jimincairns; CC BY 2.0 license; via Wikimedia Commons

– The medical system can only handle the high volume of disease through standard process management. Your responsibility is to ensure that the treadmill you are placed on makes sense for you, or else, if it is an option, you need to get off and manage it more personally.

– Laughter is a more powerful medicine that any drug. I had a wonderful nurse who, early on the day after my operation, forced me to get out of bed and start walking by threatening to take off down the corridor carrying the catheter bags that were attached to some sensitive parts of my anatomy.

– Not everything that happens is an omen. I kept waking up at 4.44 every morning in the hospital, and it bothered me until my wife reminded me that I wasn’t Chinese, so Asian numerology was really meaningless for me.

Here are another 10 key lessons about life in general that I learned as a result of my illness:

– You can’t bottle things up … unless you are a wine maker. Many people now understand that “lifestyle” can be a major contributor to illness. My diagnosis suggested that my having been a heavy smoker may have been an issue (this link to colon cancer has now been established), but at the time all I could say was that I never did the drawback on my cigarettes so strongly that it could have gotten down to the affected area.

Author: Dick Rochester; CC BY 2.0 license; via Wikimedia Commons

Author: Dick Rochester; CC BY 2.0 license; via Wikimedia Commons

– Stress relief is an important part of robust health. For me this involves having dogs. It is hard to stay stressed when you have a wagging tail in front of you, or a wet nose pressed up against your hand, just asking for a head, back or tummy to be stroked. Whatever works for you is worthwhile and is needed.

Author: Bev Sykes; CC BY 2.0 license; via Wikimedia Commons

Author: Bev Sykes; CC BY 2.0 license; via Wikimedia Commons

– Great friends (as compared to friends on Facebook) are a real comfort, but not all friendships last forever, and knowing when to move on is important. I had friends who couldn’t cope with my illness and therefore kept away, and some who kept me and my wife sane while I fought my way through it all. Remember that cancer not only affects you, but also affects all around you.

– The best reason for staying alive as long as you can is because there are people that you love too much to easily leave behind. This may not be enough reason to overcome a serious illness, but it is the best one that I can think of.

– You should work as hard as it feels right for you, rather than what feels right to someone else. Killing yourself for another’s glory or riches makes no sense, and being the richest person in the cemetery is not a meaningful objective.

– Mental and physical fitness is a key to survival, if for no other reason than it makes your recovery so much easier. You don’t have to be the world’s greatest triathlete, but being fit enough to live life fully is critical.

– 25 Calendar years are equivalent to just one year in real life … which is how fast it goes. My last 25 years have been incredibly full of change, wonder and excitement and we have packed a lot into that time, but looking back it feels like days have passed rather than years.

– The world has more than enough arseholes … there is no need to swell their ranks. Being tough when it is needed is acceptable behaviour, but forgetting that all people deserve your respect is unforgiveable.

– If you seriously dislike whatever you are doing in life, you must stop doing it immediately. (This doesn’t apply to such things as doing necessary household chores or paying taxes).

– You need to live every day as though it was your last … one day you will be right.

I always try to remember what was said by American actor Michael Landon (1936-1991) “I’m going to beat this cancer or die trying”.


18 Responses to 25 YEARS of SURVIVING CANCER

  1. Frank says:

    Les, thank you for sharing the story, I will keep it for those that I may meet that need it.
    Your PMA (positive mental attitude) has to be respected. And from my observation of you, it was also that you kept yourself so busy, you never had time to feel sorry for yourself.
    Look forward to your “50th anniversary” update..as per the Jewish tradition “til 120” (which probably is a bit too old). Regards, Frank

  2. maizebread says:

    Thank you. My husband has just embarked on a two year course of chemiotherapy and bits once a month to beat follicular lymphoma. Upbeat is good and it is true that not all one’s friends can cope positively. Prayers, hushed voices, ecc take second place to a wagging tail and stupid fotos at all hours of the day via Whats App. Tomorrow is the 2nd session. Your post is a marvellous spirit lifter for me.

    • leshayman says:

      maizebread, whatever it takes and whatever works for you … there are no formulae, only personal choice. I am happy to chat anytime if I can help. Les

  3. Simon Hopkins says:

    Bravo Les – very motivating for the first thing that I read on a wet overcast Monday morning!

  4. Trish Barrett says:

    Les, your wise words apply to so many unexpected challenges we face in our lives and I as so many of your friends, I am sure, will relate to them.

  5. Priyanka Porwal says:

    Hello Les,
    thanks for sharing. Very inspiring. I had a friend who had AML. All of us in the circle joined hands to collect as much money/information to support his bone marrow transplantation. Initially we had same thoughts, why this person and felt sorry for him. But behaved normally with him so that he stays strong. The transplantation has been successful and he is happily leading life with his family. Such incidents really give perspective on what is more important in life and how to face adversities.
    Best Regards,

  6. Martin says:

    Hi Les, thought provoking. Just wanted to say I’m proud to be a tiny fraction of your 25 year plus journey. Stay funny; might not help you but helps keep me sane.

  7. Hi Les, thanks so much for sharing this. Everything makes sense.


    • leshayman says:

      Abbasi, I just find it sad that we need to have our life threatened for us to realise that we need to think about what we are doing and how we are living and what is important. Les

  8. Safa says:

    Hi Les,

    Thank you very much sharing your toughts, you made my day (again) :))))

    All the best

  9. Adriana says:

    Dear Les, I laughed a lot reading this blog, but I don’t remember crying… my mom had the big C when I was 16 and as all my family were already burying her in tears I instinctively became her jester… her laugh being my every single day goal. Some people judged me back then as being coldhearted, but today, 19 years later, we still have our Sunday morning coffee together… even if on Skype… Thank you. Adriana

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